Living Like a grain of Tears

My very sad past

Sometimes life is not easy as we see from the outside, a lot of people looks like they are happy but who knows they're broken inside ? yes that includes me. shattered because families do not get along, its hard to have parents who are divorced, and sometimes I feel like they do not care about their childs.  

but this is life, when we feel that God left us, i know he is testing us. And He will not give the test exceeds from the limit of our ability. as long as we want to believe and pray to him

Unforgetable Past

most people are gonna be stressed and mad when they are thinking about their broken family and their blank future. When I felt that I was the unlucky girl in this world, i feel like im desperate to cut my veins. My family's a mess!!. 

 I always pray, but sometimes the stone was in the swift waves will erode over time as well. patient is probably the only way I can win her away from all the trials which God

A problem that wreck me

Problems should've been always have a way out, yes I believe it. But when a little girl like me have some problem, I feel like some problem can be solved by prayer, patience, and remain silent. i think thats a shortcut for me.

Everything was destroyed

Problems always come and go, with leave a scars in my life,

I had to stay in the hospital for two days bcos ive cut my veins too deep.

But, I'm sure behind all the problems that im facing right now, there are some lessons i can take

However, behind all of that, I believe there are beautiful plan of God. 

I will always Trying to be strong, independent, and pray to God, hopefully someday He granted my prayers. Amen.